Looking back at when you started drinking, you experience nostalgia, and possibly nausea. Your emotions range from sighing about the good old days to thinking ‘oh god, why’, not knowing whether you’re grateful about them ending or wistful. But you know full well that that initiation has gotten you to where you are today, someone who pretends to now have better capacity. The first drink: The first hangover:
The first ‘I’m never drinking again’:
The first drink you like:
The first time you were the last person standing: